just A LITTLE hello with capslock for you from me today. damn it I need a computer and I need it soon. trust me, not for the blog....I really need to work on it!

Saturday-8: "The Holidays Are Near"

1. What is your favorite Holiday? Why?
   
   
   new year, maybe because of the amount of alcohol and the time you are given to become sober again
   

   
   

2. What is your least favorite Holiday? Why?
   
   
   valentine's day, in macedonia we have st. trifun day on the 14th of february, the other name of the holiday is " the drunkard's day". I don't think there is a need for further explanations. Away with the hearts and rosey teddy bears, drink good wine and stay in the park
   

   
   

3. Share with us one Thanksgiving and why it was so special.
   
   
   
   another stuped american-centered questionairre. I would really like to share the last Ilinden with you more.....but since I am not given a chance:(
   

   
   

4. Share with us a joyful Christmas and why it was so special.
   
   
   every christmas is special, and the most special is the santa claus who still comes to our home eventhough nobody believes in him anymore
   

   
   

5. Share with us a crazy New Year's and why it was so special.
   
   
   
   shortly speaking-a night with candles, no electricity, no phone, even no music, no wood for the
   

   
   

6. Share with us a sexy Valentine's Day and why it was so special.
   
   
   oh my god, I can't believe I am actually answering this stupid qstions!!!!!!!!
   

   
   

7. If you are not into the Holidays... share a recent family get-together and why it was so special.
   
   
   BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAHY BLAH AND WE SANG AND ATE LIKE PIGS AND GOT DRUNK AND EVERYBODY SAID CONGRATULATIONS BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
   

   
   

8. And last, but not least.... write a list of 3-things that you want for Christmas :)
   
   
   
   MONEY
   MONEY
   MORE MONEY I will by everything I need by myself. People rarely give me practical presents. I would use some cd collection and yes.....a proper pc so I won't need to go to my mother's and write from there.
   

Saturday-8: "When I was a Kid..."

1. What was your favorite song? Do you remember it word for word now?
   
   
   
   too many of them I guess....but there was one I remember....it went like this "I never know what made you go away how can I keep searching when dark clouds hide the day, I only know that nothing is left for me, nothing in this wide world left for me to see.....but I keep on waiting till you return"....and so on
   

   
   

2. What was your favorite cartoon? If you watch cartoons now... what is your current favorite?
   
   
   the one and only " the last unicorn" with the most wonderful music
   it is my current favourite too also " Anastasia" I cried when I first saw it ( I was 18 then)
   

   
   

3. What was your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Do you still like that dish?
   
   
   corn flakes.....I don't eat breakfast now
   

   
   

4. Were you scared to look under the bed or at the closet @ night? Why or why not?
   
   
   no but I always had to sleep close to the wall. I felt more protected then.and also I always had to be covered with something...another self protecting ritual
   

   
   

5. Who was your first crush? Do you still know the person?
   
   
   ooooooooohhhhhhh........a long and boring story, I know him but we hate each other veeeeeeeery much
   

   
   

6. If you "celebrate" Halloween... what was your favorite costume?
   
   
   there was no halloween in macedonia
   

   
   

7. Were you a daydreamer? What did your daydreams consist of?
   
   
   
   i wanted to be a goddamn singer....but nothing turned out .....i still sing to my neighbours ( i mean they have to listen to me, they don't have a choise)...poor them
   

   
   

8. As a kid... what age did you think was sooooo old? What age do you think is OLD now?
   
   
   it was always like 2-3 older then I actually was.......I think I am old now........21.......i have to retire soon
   

it's just one of those days. Still dealing with the fact that I haven't earn a penny ( grosz, dena...whatever).Lately i discovered that I enjoy boredoom. And I also discovered that I don't want to kill myself because of some record that I don't have money to buy.

No, I am not begging you for charity and that's why I close this subject at least till the next post.

But understand me, autumn is coming and I already mentioned how much I hate autumn. And the damn leaves are falling and thos wind&rain kind of crap.....yuk!

When I see that most of you come to visit the blog only by accident....and don't feel good ABOUT it at all. Would somebody try to make me happier????Lately most of the refferals come from google, the search engine that will always lead you to the wrong track, don't believe it.Looking for an inspiration on what to write I often wander around other blogs and see how other people handle it. Some of them ( thank you god) are worse than me, and some of them are far, far better. I know that somebody can devote his life to write a blog, I am not that kind of people. Anyway, I love having this blog and I intend to have it for as long as it is possible....1.5 year is far to little to discuss my blogging career. Wait till I get more serious....if you come here, ocasionally....again